Undertow

The life that I sought was already like a jail Long before I was ever bound Wrapped up in chains No one had built the bonds Used to hold me captive I had locked away myself in a captain-less ship Destined to destroy ashore Destruction was my savior Crushing collapse Crashing from the impact I can't escape the undertow that's pulling me But I keep fighting to get away The undertow that's pulling me, pulling me My control disappeared 'Cause it was never real Aboard a ship with nowhere to go Guided by lifelessness, a skeleton without a soul Crushing collapse, looming ahead Crashing is imminent from the impact I can't escape the undertow that's pulling me But I keep fighting to get away The undertow that's pulling me, pulling me I can't escape the undertow that's pulling me, pulling me Though I found freedom when I stopped fighting everyone else And loosened up the anchor That I had tied around myself I let go of the chains, chains Just let go of the chains I let go of the chains used to hold me in My addictions killing me from within I can't escape the undertow that's pulling me But I keep fighting to get away The undertow that's pulling me, pulling me I can't escape the undertow that's pulling me But I keep fighting to get away The undertow that's pulling me, pulling me Just let go of the chains Chains I let go of the chains That used to hold me in my addiction