Hook:

Yeah, I’m tired of livin in my own shadows

These fuckin people don’t know anything about my battles

Hold up, I sit alone at night, like I don’t matter

I’m fuckin scared of all these demons, hope my brains don’t splatter!

Verse 1:

I spend most my time just tryna hide

I keep on running from my mind cause I don\'t wanna die

When we are close too much, then I just cry

Depression ain’t no fucking joke, just look into my eyes

And when you’re lookin You’ll see deep inside I need some help

PTSD may be the one to try to end this hell

No drugs or liquor seem to help the feeling of farewell

I guess that means my time is near cause I can hear the fuckin bells

I know they’re coming for me I can hear em though door they’re creepin slowly wantin more and I can’t give it, hit the floor they took my soul and left a corpse, the reaper came and gave me choice, that\'s when I learned I had a voice, I put the bullets down, rejoice

Hook:

Yeah, I’m tired of livin in my own shadows

These fuckin people don’t know anything about my battles

Hold up, I sit alone at night, like I don’t matter

I’m fuckin scared of all these demons, hope my brains don’t splatter!

Verse 2:

I love it when these people say “Just call...

No matter what it is, I’m on the phone, won’t let you fall”

Then whys it keep on ringing every time I hit the wall you all are gone

You fucking bitches fuck you all!!

Hey sorry I didn’t mean to get upset right there I can\'t control it I just pull my hair and get to rollin

Down the road

And let go of the steering wheel Jesus hold it, I’m just floating I don’t really care, even this music feels like a nightmare

I stair, off into the ceiling thinking why fear, wipe tears, you can do this stop living this stupid, keep it moving keep it fluid, just bust through it, told the devil he can suck my dick you ain\'t gone catch me loosin..

Hook:

Yeah, I’m tired of livin in my own shadows

These fuckin people don’t know anything about my battles

Hold up, I sit alone at night, like I don’t matter

I’m fuckin scared of all these demons, hope my brains don’t splatter!