Head Down Chin Up

It's probably not me I'ts not that I'm not good enough I don't know how to be I'm terrified of not being the one I'm lying on a strange bed staring at the ceiling On the other side of town you're asleep My eyes are weak Ordering shit on the internet to try and feel better about things I gotta keep my head down I gotta keep my head You're the realest thing I've felt in years I gotta keep my head down I gotta keep my head I'm so sick of holding on to fear I gotta keep my head down And my chin up I gotta keep my head down And my chin up I can't cool this desire I'm certain that you could ruin me I'm twisted and tired I know that comparison is a thief I wish you wanted me better right now You want me so good when I'm around I gotta keep my head down I gotta keep my head You're the realest thing I've felt in years I gotta keep my head down I gotta keep my head I'm so sick of holding on to fear I gotta keep my head down And my chin up I gotta keep my head down And my chin up I like when you touch me when I don't ask you to My guts are spilling out but I'm holding on to you I gotta keep my head down I gotta keep my head You're the realest thing I've felt in years I gotta keep my head down I gotta keep my head I'm so sick of holding on to fear I gotta keep my head down I gotta keep my head You're the realest thing I've felt in years I gotta keep my head down I gotta keep my head I'm so sick of holding on to fear I gotta keep my head down And my chin up I gotta keep my head down And my chin up