Stigma

I hate the way it hides among the shadows Waiting for the slightest bit of storm It was not my choice to be this hollow Or to be so numb with sorrow As I fall into the sinkhole I pretend I'm strong when it's... All going wrong Hate the way they carry on the stigma Even when they say we should unite It's times like this I learn who's got my back Cause they don't practice what they preach As I fall into the sinkhole Will anybody even reach? You know how long it takes To see if I'm okay There are no excuses I'm fed up, I'm done, had enough of it I'm silently yelling cause no one seems to listen You're so oblivious, incoherent and inconsistent We need to talk about it more But you lot need some wisdom Smiling's getting tiring under this condition Cerebral cataclysm There are people I put on a pedestal, terrible Cause there isn't a reason to when they don't have a clue What I'm feelin' I'm sick of repeating myself Mum isn't well, going through hell All it takes is a message And a message only takes seconds You know how long it takes To see if I'm okay There are no excuses I'm fed up, I'm done, had enough of it Whenever I explain It never seems to change So I just back away I'm fed up, I'm done, I'm tired of feeling alone Slowly, I've become so disconnected My eyes are red, can't handle it Black like liquorice Pain discomforting My minds abyss My life's in bits You know how long it takes To see if I'm okay There are no excuses I'm fed up, I'm done, had enough of it I explain, but nothing seems to change So I just back away I'm fed up, I'm done, I'm tired of feeling alone I'm fed up, I'm done, had enough of it