Loaded

Loaded Playing with a bullet Am I loaded? Russian roulette to make you notice Pushing my buttons just to go there Put me at my lowest, yeah I've been looking for the man in the mirror Looking for the face of a sinner, yeah Tryna cut away any demons No, I shouldn't go, I'm just (?) When I'm on my own, it's different Start to hate the walls that I sit in Separate the thoughts from thinkin' I guess I'm gonna have to go out this weekend Lay down, take my heart out Let you climb in under my skin Just the same sound of my bad mouth And the voice in my head sayin' Loaded Playing with a bullet Am I loaded? Russian roulette to make you notice Pushing my buttons just to go there Put me at my lowest, yeah Loaded Playing with a bullet Am I loaded? Russian roulette to make you notice Pushing my buttons just to go there Put me at my lowest, yeah I started looking for the man in the mirror I've been thinking that my head is a Minute(?), yeah (is a minute(?), yeah) Using all my lovers for my sickness While I'm nursing all these spirits Like I'm tryna cure my illness, yeah And I've been tryna fight for my memories But I ain't got no time for (?) So I guess I'm my only enemy and you could never fix that No, you ain't got a (?) So I'm back, 'cause allegedly I committed crimes in my past Now I'm hiding from my felonies Well, my demons are my ecstasy and therapy I'm playing with my shot like I'm playing with my destiny I wanna live again, I can't even live again Bullets on my tongue, gotta hold it or I kill again (yeah) No shells here, not even a trace, no cap Might blow up my brains, anything to feel again Lay down, take my heart out Let you climb in under my skin Just the same sound of my bad mouth And the voice in my head sayin' Loaded Playing with a bullet Am I loaded? Russian roulette to make you notice Pushing my buttons just to go there Put me at my lowest, yeah Loaded Playing with a bullet Am I loaded? Russian roulette to make you notice Pushing my buttons just to go there Put me at my lowest, yeah Loaded Loa-, loa- Loa-, loa-, loaded