Numb

It's been a long long time since I found My way around all these thoughts in my mind. I'm searching for something I'll never find. Every day feels so numb. I sit alone as the clock ticks away. This existence is so useless. Help me find a better way. Walls are closing in. Locked away inside my mind. Don't know what to do. It's always something that's holding me Back, and I'm honestly tired of feeling numb. It keeps me up at night, These dreams of a better life, Where I don't have to run, I don't need to hide. I'll stand and fight. Why can't Ibe who you want me to be? I give it all, but it's never enough for you. I fear I'm falling deeper and deeper. My heart is racing faster and faster. This existence is so useless. Help me find a better way. Walls are closing in. Locked away inside my mind. Don't know what to do. It's always something that's holding me Back, and I'm honestly tired of feeling numb. I'm doubting myself again. I can't even seem to catch my breath. While uncertainty fills my head, it never seems to end. Nothing will hold us. Nothing will tear us down. Walls are closing in. Locked away inside my mind. Don't know what to do. It's always something that's holding me Back, and I'm honestly tired of feeling them.