More Than Okay

This is my apology I wrote it down for you I hope you that you would hear me out I know it's long overdue I know you need to hear these words I need to hear them too I'm sorry I'm only learning Learning not to need Someone else to want me To make me believe I'm truly something Learning not to run To the arms of someone To prove to myself i'm worthy of love Just as i am Just for today I'll learn to be more than okay You did the best you could And i admire you for that But you weren't the one the blame For all the confidence i lacked And i'm sorry that I couldn't be What you needed me to be I'm sorry I was only learning Learning not to need Someone else to want me To make me believe I'm truly something Learning not to run To the arms of someone To prove to myself i'm worthy of love Just as i am Just for today I'll learn to be more than okay I'm sorry I'm sorry I wanted to love you well I'm sorry And i promise If ever should love again I'll learn not to need Someone else to want me To make me believe I'm truly something I'll learn not to run To the arms of someone To prove to myself i'm worthy of love Just as i am Just for today Just as i am Just for today I'll learn to be more than okay