caffeine and dopamine, Pt. 2

I got nightmares that are better than Everything that's going on Turning off my 4 alarms Checking every single one Instagram is blowing up Realize black mirror was Deflecting all my images I know I can change I'm addicted to this fantasy Of living in a battery Away from possibilities Just take it I don't want to be Caffeine and dopamine they Get me through the fuckin' day It gets me week to week How the hell am I supposed to care about you? They tell me Follow everything you love It'll work itself out Take on every challenge Don't you let it bring you down What am I supposed to do? Moving out the backroom I don't see the gain I'm just taking up the volume Am I tricked into this fantasy The wasted opportunities Away from integrity Just take it I don't want to be I'm addicted to this fantasy Am I chasing dreams or my reality Got me drinking thinking about things I do Never could've made it without you I need you by my side and that's the truth Every morning I wake doing the same shit, same things, same songs, same love it's not enough Same friends, same views, same face, same drugs I'm losing touch I know I cant feel the pain, so why am I running away Got me wasted, sipping gravity pulling me back anyway Caffeine and dopamine they Get me through the fuckin' day It gets me week to week How the hell am I supposed to care about you? Caffeine and dopamine they Get me through the fuckin' day It gets me week to week How the hell am I supposed to care about you? Am I tricked into this fantasy The wasted opportunities Away from integrity Away from integrity