Oh Please

I'm lacking some confidence but I don't think it's permanent I put in the work Still I'm not sure If this was ever meant Now I'm bending over backwards And I can't feel my knees I'm reading all these articles On home remedies It manifests in shaking, screamin' obscenities I'm beggin' release Oh please I can't pay a single bill I haven't seen a doctor still I just hope this doesn't kill me I'm running up my bank account But it won't clear for that amount Comfortable, as I can be Dove in head first Drove in and swerved I was asleep at the wheel I'm makin' progress But I'm such a mess And I don't know how I feel Now I'm bending over backwards And I can't feel my knees I'm reading all these articles That no one should see It manifests in shaking, screamin' obscenities I'm beggin' release Oh please I can't pay a single bill I haven't seen a doctor still I just hope this doesn't kill me I'm running up my bank account But it won't clear for that amount Comfortable, as I can be Staring at the ceiling with light from the TV There's noise in the background From some Netflix series My head is screamin' words That I just don't want to repeat I wish that I could just blink Staring at the ceiling with light from the TV There's noise in the background From some Netflix series My head is screamin' words That I just don't want to repeat I wish that I could just blink I'm beggin' release Oh please I can't pay a single bill I haven't seen a doctor still I just hope this doesn't kill me I'm running up my bank account But it won't clear for that amount Comfortable, as I can be