Insomniac

Ten pills a day to take the pain away The more and more I take the closer to the sleep I crave Downhill I'm falling on my face again Numb to the world and I'm begging for an exit I stare through these empty eyes Swear I'm okay but no one knows what's really on my mind Don't care what will become of me Why does a crowded room feel so lonely When I close my eyes I can't fall asleep Now my mind's gone numb and my body is weak Doctor doctor please won't you give me surgery Cure the awful things inside that won't let me be This disease is a never ending tragedy Headed for fatality A cynical emergency I'm here sitting in sorrow Suffer in silence I won't think about tomorrow I can't find a purpose Won't keep my head up 'cause I know it's never worth it Listen to voices inside my head They talk They talk They talk I know that they just want me dead I wish that I could shut it out Sleep is for the weak but lately I've been having doubts When I close my eyes I can't fall asleep Now my mind's gone numb and my body is weak Doctor doctor please won't you give me surgery Cure the awful things inside that won't let me be This disease is a never ending tragedy Headed for fatality A cynical emergency Doctor Doctor Doctor Doctor If pain is pleasure then I'm feeling fine Relieve the pressure 'cause I'm out of time When I close my eyes I can't fall asleep Now my mind's gone numb and my body is weak Doctor doctor please won't you give me surgery Cure the awful things inside that won't let me be This disease is a never ending tragedy Headed for fatality A cynical emergency If pain is pleasure then I'm feeling fine Relieve the pressure 'cause I'm out of time