Unwanted from the womb

Engulfed in hate

Trapped inside this hellish nightmare

Pleading for a lifetime of agony

Lies are told

Hidden secrets unfold unleashing hell and nothing more

Beaten, blooded, filed with shame, fear of death, darkness descends to rise again, manifested in pain

This agony too much to live

I cry out to a God unwelcome in my home

Why did I have to live?

This is my hell

The pain of living with all these lies

The weight is too much to bear

Fight to live

Refuse to die

Punishment for no crime

Innocence is lost

So much scarring on the inside

Lashing out to cover up the pain

This is my hell

Unprotected by the ones inflicting all the pain

Unable to trust anyone

What is to become of me?

Emotions uncontrolled, manipulated, forced to lie

As I cry out to God to save me from this pain

Inside this hell, pressure builds

I cannot hide the hate

Unprotected by the ones inflicting all the pain

Unable to trust anyone

What is to become of me?

Emotions uncontrolled, manipulated, forced to lie

As I cry out to God to save me from this pain

Inside this hell, pressure builds

I cannot hide the hate

The monsters that live here with me

The demons that assault me in my sleep

This is my hell

The pain of living with all these lies

The weight is too much to bear

Fight to live

Refuse to die

Punishment for no crime

Innocence is gone

So much scarring on the inside

Lashing out to cover up the pain

This is my hell

Fight to live

Refuse to die