as good as it gets

I remember the way the light fell on your shoulders that day

I remember the face you made when you got the call to throw your hope away

I type out so many messages

A million things I wish that I could fix

I wonder if this is as good as it gets

As good as it gets

If it was up to me, I wouldn't have to be counting the heartbeats in my chest

You want me to believe I'll escape from tragedy

But destroying myself is what I do best

Got me out of my fucking head

Sometimes I wish I could take back what I said

I wonder if this is as good as it gets

As good as it gets

Maybe this is as good as it gets

Maybe this is as good as it gets

Maybe this is as good as it gets

Maybe this is as good as it gets

If it was up to me, I wouldn't have to be counting the heartbeats in my chest

You want me to believe I'll escape from tragedy

But destroying myself is what I do best

Got me out of my fucking head

Sometimes I wish I could take back what I said

I wonder if this is as good as it gets

As good as it gets

I remember the way the light fell on your shoulders that day

I remember the face you made when you got the call to throw your hope away