Searching for ways to keep my enemies closer so I wrote you

Lost in the haze like drunken plans get brunch they always fall through

It feels like I see you from across the water

And every stroke I take you get farther

Searching for ways to keep my enemies closer so I wrote you

Cuz I need to feel alive

I need to let this spark burn dry

Need you to realize that I didn't commit the crime, didn't commit the crime

I wish you joy

I wish you joy

I wish you joy

Cuz joy's the only cure to the pain inside

Not getting old not getting young I'm not twenty but I'm still fun

And the grapevines a bitch it's like a game you're not playing but you've still won

Everyone loving the idea it's a small world

But what if deep down we're just alone

I'm not getting old not getting young I'm not 20 but I'm still fun

Cuz I need to feel alive

I need to let this spark burn dry

Need you to realize that I didn't commit the crime, didn't commit the crime

I wish you joy

I wish you joy

I wish you joy

Cuz joy's the only cure to the pain inside

I need to feel alive

I need to let this spark burn dry

Need you to realize that I didn't commit the crime, didn't commit the crime

I wish you joy

I wish you joy

I wish you joy

Cuz joy's the only cure to the pain inside