June 26th, 1998

I've been let down, ungently Left to ponder what's taken place I repair my keep starin' at his small sleepin' face Everything's a phase and I've come such a long way I've given all to appease Strategy is my biggest tool in This universal tournament (Lives) inducing turbulence To touch my pertinence It's all so enlightening It always above The ultimate prevail, of a moment Forces interlocking fusing ethereal motion Life is but a deal, so many noble notions Good breakfast, make a checklist Alphabetize my records All this struggling that I endure has made my back and neck hurt That slab of worms and roots we rape to rot in It wasn't my fault, I thought And thought, yet it's taunt... Expand through the stages, everyday's a knew planet But still flew uncompletion after I run the gamut Nature, health, knowledge, success Woman, man, trust, progress Culture, frailty, healing, destiny Endurance, family, science, society The music, the soul, healing, Health, security, drugs, time... Trials, hunt, advanced, innocence Smiles, love, chance, relevance (Doseone/All: What is the meaning of life?) Commission myself to a cause, but of course I want some exchange, the sun dying feeling Is the strongest in my emotion range Passion position it, now hunger For the kisses, convulsing, Lusting, clutch me, hold me Touch me, thrusting, thrusting We all at my anger, grutted and gritted As we rummage in the aftermath, we attain nothing that we wanted Easy is chosen, but "hard is to ground" understood Drawing a front line thin between mustn't and should At ease, no worrying scurrying around to accomplish That's all taken care of, relax, no need to ask It hurts so good, misunderstood I wouldn't leave it even, even when I wish that I could Playthings become anew, I knew it all I always thought beyond my 'magination My perception's a misleading tool Of gravity, of relativity, of no accord Genuine attempts to clone what is form What it's beholding moulding, constantly expanding And constructing, there's no foreseen or happening Obstructing The random beyond results Always shaping or happened, it's fates only Voice gang rape by talent medium in question, Impregnated by all three of 'em, invade expression We'll just take a cylinder to symbolise The presence of no presence, hollow in courage, Shake in the space of it's worthlessness A slow gather of scars peddles appearances As a firm grasp it comes on composite experience From oil and sludge, a new shadow strikes the planets In the beginning there was darkness, All the way to, up, up and away to Take the steps through the gate that Separates the garden from the snakes Open my information highway to intake To fill this puddle for us swelling Transition to a lake ... Wrinkle of energy from empty, A duty, weathering the damage to fix [(a kiss)] This is why I'm here, where are my trophies? Give me back my land and heart and family Man, I'm parched What you need, identical to what I hold above your head Take heed, read my gospel, memorize all that I said Next, make it better than the last was built, Next, do it again this time, looking That which you were dealt Nature, health, knowledge, success Woman, man, trust, progress Culture, frailty, healing, destiny Endurance, family, science, society The music, the soul, healing, Health, security, drugs, time... Trials, hunt, advanced, innocence Smiles, love, chance, relevance (Doseone/All: What is the meaning of life?) Fortune, health, knowledge, success Woman, man, trust, progress Culture, faith. healing, destiny Endurance, family. science, society Music, soul, healing, mind Health, security, drugs, time Trial, hunts, advanced, innocence Smiles, love, chance, relevance