Summoning Dance

Most of the road I travelled alone Is now far behind I have an opportunity to believe And to revive So why do I feel Like I already failed Three stones on the right side Three stones on the left I had to keep starting over from scratch Put that to rest I didn't like myself And what I'd become And I was tired Three stones on the right side Three stones on the left My vicious circle of life and death "Oh you want it" I hear it again "Oh you want it" My burden Curse to break I don't know if I'm capable anymore Of learning What it's like to feel On the other side of my dream I will try to wake up And to believe Just break my curse Most of my afterlife I have spent Trying to solve The diagram I forgot I'd made up When it all had begun So why do I feel Like I already failed Three stones on the right Side three stones on the left "Oh you want it" I hear it again "Oh you want it" My burden Curse to break I don't know if I'm capable anymore Of learning What it's like to feel On the other side of my dream I will try to wake up And to believe I don't know if i will be able to love If I cannot find you there Summon me now Just break my curse The dance begins You had to stop in the middle of life And live in a cavern of lies Whenever you were pulling away from yourself They made you believe it's okay Forced you to stand still Stop moving To vegetate But you always wanted to dance You always wanted to dance You always wanted to dance