Aura Prelude

I walk backwards

In circles

Figures 8s

And into walls

I feel numb

I don't want to call it depression

I won't claim that

GET OUT YA HEAD

People call me by my first name in places I've never been to

The sun sets early and I don't get enough sleep

I rarely rest my head outside of long flights

In uncomfortable seats

Pretending the pressure isn't getting to me

I hold my breath and blow