Give me a Second

A second to feel all of the pain

I'm feeling reckless

Pretending life's all a game

Cuz for the first time in forever your name doesn't feel like a pain

No distraction, this ain't acting, I'm over your face

I can feel it, in my heart once i start to believe in

In the part of myself I had Hidden.

For so long in the fear I was broken

Overridden from my mind I'm alive on my own and

So unknowing....

That I saved myself from me, an emotional release

I'm ready to fly, now that you're out of my life

No more waitin by my phone, windows down on my way home, cuz I hope, to feel like this forever.

Give me a second, a second to feel all the pain

A new perspective, forgetting that I know your name.

And for the first time, in forever, I won't give a shit who you date.'

Self satisfaction, I ain't actin, I'm over your face

You can feel it, in your heart once you start to believe it, all the parts of your self you had hidden, for so long in the fear you were broken, so forgivin all your lies but im fine on my own and so unknowing

That it's so good to be free, it's like nothing you could dream, I'm ready to fly, now that you're out of my life,

All we did was stay at home, you'd smoke I'd wait for you alone, no I don't, want to live like that forever.