Cross to Bear

So far away and yet so close I'm in a dream Behind my eyes I keep the lies eternally Can someone hear me calling you? I know it's all for nothing Lights out It is my cross to bear It's like a fight inside my head My cross to carry on my back It's like I'm living in a world of my own I walk along the broken road of shame and grief A crown of thorns remind me of the disbelief Can someone hear me screaming out? I feel the world grow distant Lights out It is my cross to bear It's like a fight inside my head My cross to carry on my back It's like I'm living in a world of my own Now it's Lights out - I'm tripping and I'm falling Lights out - I'm living and I'm learning oh oh It's like I'm living in a world of my own Come and join me in the otherworldly, won't you Come and join me in the underworld