growing up is getting old

Playing Tetris with my feelings Tryna keep them all inside Hollow shadows and my soul is spilling over I'm out of time, mmm-mmh Closing every door, wanna be alone Lonely is a way that I survive Sick of wanting more, sitting on the floor Wondering where all my feelings go Nervous system's aching Growing up is getting old Anxiety is draining Getting up is growing old Don't get it There's an ocean of emotion that I'm carrying inside I am cautious 'Cause I've never understood how so much can fit in little me Star-crossed soul (hmm-hmm) And I'm used to letting go (used to letting go) Sink deeper in the flow of it My demons know (mmm-mmh) exactly where my fears Are hiding all my tears I'm torn by nervous system's aching Growing up is getting old Anxiety is draining Getting up is growing old And if I ever take that second to leave my worries behind Maybe I could tread the waters of time Get out of my mind (Growing up is getting old) Growing up is getting old (Getting up is growing old) Getting up is growing old If your world is breaking And growing up is getting old Know that you're worth saving And getting up is all you've got