Nothing is permanent, there is only agony in the end, if nothing matters when your eyes go back

How could I ever matter anyway?

I feel it eating me from the inside

the weight of guilt

I know it’s killing me, the doctor can’t do shit’m far too fucking sick

I curse the day I let hope die in me

Im sorry, I could never be more than this

I can’t sleep

It’s driving me insane

I can’t live with what I have become

I can’t sleep

Don’t want to think anymore

I know it’s what you want

Come watch me self destruct

You wanna watch me fall apart?

Well here’s a front row seat go

faking it all just for a glimmer of acceptance

Don’t wanna hear your voice anymore

Just let me live in spite

I am nothing anymore

Don’t give a fuck anymore

I can’t sleep

It’s driving me insane

I can’t live with what I have become

I can’t sleep

Don’t wanna think anymore

I know it’s what you want

Come watch me self look

You always knew what I was

The worst mistake you ever made