This Letter

Now I know this letter is right out of the blue All I ever wanted was to talk to you And a coffee in a moving rented car Heading to the nearest place that felt like far Honey, can I call you that in secret print? Words will never hurt you if the motive's clear All I want for you is joy and peaceful love Who you get it from is not my main concern It's like a fountain every time I think of you Turning on the pro's that wouldn't circle you Though I messed it up, I figured that I might See you true and clearly in another life As the rain falls slowly on this sliding roof I'm inclinded to tell you all about the truth Years of wondering what you were thinking of I've given into endless days of being a sloth If I could have the energy to chase the day I would end up chasing all the good away Boundless youth is wasted on the fallen kid Down a tunnel of mistakes they always fled Who was there to pick up all the bloody mess? Who was there to mop their heads with tenderness? No one human, nobody is good enough To envelope the human heart when life is rough How can this be done? How can I make it through? Teenage dreams do never what they're meant to do Knock a door and listen to the wisdom speak Leave your knife, your razor and your make believe Though the world is fucked according to the news Doesn't get you out of what you have to do Though the world is fucked and swinging to the right Doesn't get you out of what you have to do tonight