Before I Break

I am trying to fill the loneliness Every time I try, darkness kills the light I don't know what I'm fighting for I just want to die before The monster pulls me into the night I tried so hard to fight but demons inside they bite They drag me by my thoughts like I'm nothing Is this how it's supposed to be My life keeps on running from me I don't know what to take before I break Why don't you believe in me I tried to break through these chains They keep on pulling me down I'm about to have a meltdown The knife is piercing my skin Put a bullet through my head I think I'm already dead Look at what I've become I tried so hard to fight but demons inside they bite They drag me by my thoughts like I'm nothing Is this how it's supposed to be My life keeps on running from me I don't know what to take before I break I can't be saved I feel enslaved I can't erase all the pain I can't be saved I feel enslaved I can't erase all the pain I'm gone I'm lost Is this the cost to live another day I tried to scream to make you go away I'm gone I'm lost Is this the cost to live another day I tried to scream to make you go away