Last Year

So much has happened in this last year

Seen my mom get sick and better

Kinda reminded me my family needs

To stick together

I'm having feelings that I can't feel are They fake or are they half real

I guess I'll learn that took

A loss and had to firm that

And I hate they way I love

Its starts to burn man

But I'll hold dat snakes slithered

In dem throwbacks no cap

I define me and they no dat

A thin line between stuck inside hood Wid a 4s or 5th before graduation

Before I rise give thanks no fabrication

Because I wouldn't be alive Procrastination ( it is the force that Prevents you from following through On what you set out to do.)

Hardship come way before

Your hard drip

But u won't get it

They didn't bleed for no reverence

Slaveships new age shit were on basic

In life cause we can't leave

Our yard without facelifs

Face masks remember face covers When.... Nevermind

All that matters is I'm getting by

Felt the truth before they told the lie

My eyes ain't ran water in a minute

But my soul had cried

Truthfully I only find peace

When I'm distant it ain't new To me

I'm getting use to trust found

It when I knew to love

 

Keep this on repeat

I'm just trying to do good as I lead

When I look inside there eyes

I see me

I see us

Trials and tribulations made it ruff

Cant we help to build the futures

Of the young

Keep this on repeat

I'm just trying to do good as I lead

When I look inside there eyes I see me

I see us

Trials and tribulations made it ruff

Cant we help to build

The futures of the young

I see there different colours

But I'll never change

I've always acted accordingly

Don't take it strange

Take the ruff with the smooth

It's all in the grain

No pain no gain no wage

No proposition no game play no Opposition tell em make way

Always watch my step

And prep for game day

I just clock the energies and say nay

I just made a call with no reception

Life is perception direction

Hella ups and downs

And mis-conceptions

Pray for me before I'm dead

Are you with me in the flesh

I treat the boss like the waiter

Treat the waiter like my friend

Pain in my gut stomach that

I cant fake or pretend it's not man

Stay the same and remain as I am

Cause my hearts numb they couldn't Feel the pain that I can

Keep this on repeat

I'm just trying to do good as I lead

When I look inside there eyes I see me

I see us

Trials and tribulations made it ruff

Cant we help to build the futures

Of the young

Keep this on repeat

I'm just trying to do good as I lead

When I look inside there eyes I see me

I see us

Trials and tribulations made it ruff

Cant we help to build the futures

Of the young