Feel It

Again and again I've blocked out the pain My heart is constantly bleeding And no one around me can see it Again and again This story repeats Haunted by all of these faces All of them bearing my image Reality sets in and there's no escaping This is the world that we're living and breathing in But I can't breathe So help me, help me feel it I don't want to be numb I've been running and hiding And clinging to comfort too long I've tried to pretend It's all in my head I just don't want to believe it Don't know what to do with these feelings Reality sets in And there's no escaping This is my truth and I'm living it, breathing it But I can't breathe So help me, help me feel it I don't want to be numb I've been running and hiding And clinging to comfort too long Help me, help me see it I don't want to be blind All this pain is so heavy But maybe we'll change it in time What if seeing it Makes me deal with it I don't know if I'm ready What if feeling it Makes me live with it I don't want it to break me So help me, help me feel it I don't want to be numb I've been running and hiding And clinging to comfort too long Help me, help me see it (help me) I don't want to be blind All this pain is so heavy But maybe we'll change it in time Help me, help me feel it