Shouldn't cry for you
So ridiculous
Never even called you my boyfriend
What I wanted you to be
My hope never dies
Call it a mistake
Should have read the signs before
I was more likely to lie
I speeded up the process in my mind
You were so perfect, saw you in my life
But what a stupid thing to do
I put a cover on the truth
And live a dream that you ain't even sharing
Down on Earth, down here with me
I will soon wake up
You ain't the one for me
I just need to go out, to live more
Fuck what you think about me
I think I know every single thing about me
I lie again
I go down on Earth
I will survive
Doesn't mean I'm living life, too hard on myself
I speeded up the process in my mind
You were so perfect, saw you in my life
But what a stupid thing to do
I put a cover on the truth
And live a dream that you ain't even sharing
Down on Earth, down here with me
Thank God I'm alive
And this means that I can change
Won't waste more time
