I feel so low

These chemicals

Run through my soul

They're tearing holes

Blocking me to my throne

After all it's okay to cry 'cause we're all dying on the inside

It's like they flicked a switch and now my heart is cold for the last time

But I guess it's okay to cry 'cause we're all dying on the inside

I'm at mercy to my emotions

I've been living in the depths of despair

When I look up to the sky

It's like no one seems to care

Slaving each night away

Lifting my empire from its knees

But the fear leaves me hopeless

And my heart six feet deep

The hands of time wrapped around my neck

Choking me to death

And leaving me for dead

I'm going to war with all of my thoughts

I'm tired of trying and I'm sick of crying

Fighting to survive with a mind trying to die

I know I'm smiling but inside I'm dying

My worst enemy

Is the self-doubt in me

Imprisoned indefinitely

Oh god, I can't see, now I'm struggling to breathe

The panic engulfs me

Not all wounds are there to see

I'm going to war with all of my thoughts

I'm tired of trying and I'm sick of crying

Fighting to survive with a mind trying to die

I know I'm smiling but inside I'm dying

Buried deep inside is a hatred for life

We're born to survive and sacrifice