Not Well

Yeah Sometimes you just gotta get the shit out, man Tired of lying to myself, they... When they hit me with the question like How have I been? Not well Ducked off in my shell Feel like everybody out there Want me to kill myself So I roll another hemp like, well Loadin' up clips with my shells Yellin' like, "Anybody out there?" Then wonder why they did not help So how have I been? Not well Ducked off in my shell Feel like everybody out there Want me to kill myself So I roll another hemp like, well Loadin' up clips with my shells Yellin' like, "Anybody out there?" Then wonder why they did not help So fuck it, I did myself Took my wins and my Ls Now that I'm Big like L They bumpin' my shit like braille I got the FN in my belt Yeah, I'm defendin' my belt They want my reign to quit, might as well Sike, I'ma give 'em all hell I'm talkin' big dog shit, might smell I'm a pit, they just clip my tail In the kennel, call the shit my cell Call Chris and tell him, "Get my bell" Wasn't saved by shit like hell Ain't it rough how I spit like cells? They were muggin' like a lick-right Rel? 'Cause I'm lookin' like I did Rob's L's And got a bad little bitch I nail When I'm hammered, 'cause I sit and I dwell I live a dream, let me pinch my self But some people get sick, I'm well They say I rap too quick like, welp 'Cause I'm supersonic with my tales Street-teamers hope I did not sell (why?) 'Cause I won't let 'em hit my cell (hello?) City clickin' with niggas I kill Hit the show, I might empty out shells She don't bump my shit, I can tell But she beggin' for the dick like twelve Only Tech give a shit about Rel Other rap niggas sittin' like, well They want to see me in a five by seven Or probably hangin' in a ten by twelve So how have I been? Not well Ducked off in my shell Feel like everybody out there Want me to kill myself So I roll another hemp like, well Loadin' up clips with my shells Yellin' like, "Anybody out there?" Then wonder why they did not help So how have I been? Not well Ducked off in my shell Feel like everybody out there Want me to kill myself So I roll another hemp like, well Loadin' up clips with my shells Yellin' like, "Anybody out there?" Then wonder why they did not help Got a bitch named Kim I trail She give me head like it's not tails They ask how have I been? Not well 'Cause every bitch I kiss not tell I haven't been feeling well, jumped in the wishing well And tried to swim Mike Phelps Bitch, I might kill a whale Isolated as well, tried to go get some help Bitch in reality just call me Killa Rel Searchin' for heaven while walking right into hell Who am I kidding? I go where the sinners dwell I treat that bitch like the citadel Fuck with me I black on ops, call me splinter cell Rappers be talkin' like psychos and killers But I'm on the turf more than NFL They try to hinder me, someone go get Terrell I got a feelin' that this won't be endin' well I know they want me to forget myself Ironic how I was toppin' charts with Dementia sales Wasn't wanted feeling low so fuck it, I lit a L Only had a dub sack for the hemp 'r shell Took matters in my own hand like the pistol held Bitches kicked me, I was down, now they kick themselves Yeah, they talk shit but sweet like a ginger ale And that's for every hoe could-poke-us like a witch's spell Came in off adversity that I didn't quell That shit for the birds like millet, hell I hope niggas got the message like they get the mail Was off track like a train when it gets derailed Envy comin' from the women and the men as well They cut your circle in half like a sickle cell They probably want you to die like they sick of self So I been secluded just working on my mental health They ask me... How have I been? Not well Ducked off in my shell Feel like everybody out there Want me to kill myself So I roll another hemp like, well Loadin' up clips with my shells Yellin' like, "Anybody out there?" Then wonder why they did not help So how have I been? Not well Ducked off in my shell Feel like everybody out there Want me to kill myself So I roll another hemp like, well Loadin' up clips with my shells Yellin' like, "Anybody out there?" Then wonder why they did not help