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I stay awake all night While my fears all come to life Tearing me up inside I haven't slept in three days And my fears dance around as I lay here awake And now I try to push them away I'd talk myself down if I knew what to say but I stay awake all night While my fears all come to life Tearing me up inside I stay awake all night While my fears all come to life Tearing me up inside They say I've turned into a monster Don't come any closer I can be my own worst enemy I stay awake all night Cus I'm not who I used to be I've wandered off too far In a facade now I don't know how to get out Broken and torn apart Holding my breath like I'm sinking to the bottom And all I want Is to feel Is to feel Anything but lost and numb Something real Something real But I'm terrified I stay awake all night While my fears all come to life Tearing me up inside I stay awake all night While my fears all come to life Tearing me up inside They say I've turned into a monster Don't come any closer I can be my own worst enemy I stay awake all night Cus I'm not who I used to be I haven't slept in three days And my fears dance around as i'm wasting away I stay awake all night While my fears all come to life Tearing me up inside They say I've turned into a monster Don't come any closer I can be my own worst enemy I stay awake all night Cus I'm not who I used to be All I want Is to feel Is to feel Anything but lost and numb Something real Cus I'm not who I used to be