Free Fall

Lost in suspension And drowning deeper than before Attempts in drowning all my problems And now they're too big too ignore There's no expression To show you how I was before If I washed ashore Would you even recognize me? Anymore Fight through the pain just to See your face How can you say it'll Be okay Through sleepless nights Follow me So please save Save me It feels like I'm sinking But how deep am I falling now? I've fought my entire life Just to fit Your perfect vision Now it's so Out of reach They're weighing me down Just stay away from me And now it seems my life will bear this curse Where those who blame you watch in plain view Set me free I've lost the blessings that control my life And now with these past few years to show I'll show you how I've lost it or how I've lost my life So please save Save me It feels like I'm sinking But how deep am I falling now? How'd I let myself get in so deep over my head? Fighting the same battles once again I've hit rock bottom more than I can count If I'm stuck falling How could I climb out? Reaching for me is the hand of doubt But I'd rather fall until I hit the ground And now it seems my life will bear this curse Where those who blame you watch in plain view Anymore Fight through the pain just to See your face How can you say it'll Be okay Through sleepless nights Follow me So please save Save me It feels like I'm sinking But how deep am I falling now? How'd I let myself get in so deep over my head? Fighting the same battles once again I've hit rock bottom more than I can count If I'm stuck falling How could I climb out? Reaching for me is the hand of doubt But I'd rather fall until I hit the ground