Pacific

I hate gambling But I was handed a full house The swords on the cards sliced open my palms And all I could do was bleed on the money I'd won And everyone was confused Didn't know why I was blue Couldn't show them my wounds Had to bluff after the game Knowing it wasn't the same I put a smile on my face 'Cause I looked like I owned the ocean After 20 years of staring at the sea And all I could think about was the sand at the bottom And now I wished that it would bury me And how the speed of light is far too fast to barrel into a tidal wave Last night, I cried enough to make the Pacific blush Now hear me say I hate gambling But I was handed a full house Lost an ace in the deck Don't know how I'll get around to this And everyone was confused Didn't know why I was blue Couldn't show them my wounds Had to bluff after the game Knowing it wasn't the same I put a smile on my face 'Cause I looked like I owned the ocean After 20 years of staring at the sea And all I could think about was the sand at the bottom And now I wished that it would bury me And how the speed of light is far too fast to barrel into a tidal wave Last night, I cried enough to make the Pacific blush Now hear me say I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry 'Cause I looked like I owned the ocean After 20 years of staring at the sea All I could think about was the sand at the bottom And now I wished that it would bury me And how the speed of light is far too fast to barrel into a tidal wave Last night, I cried enough to make the Pacific blush I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry