Most Hated Girl

I found my fuckin' diary from when I was 16

It looks like nothing's changed except the years between

I killed a couple cells since then

Society has smoked me into smithereens

They're talking in a language that I do not speak

I regret everything that I've said

And it made so much sense in my head

I'm the most hated girl in the world according to me

I am apparently

I found my fuckin' diary from when I was 16

I made a lot of promises I did not keep

And I quit a couple jobs since then

And I still have a tendency to overthink

I'm asking for approval that I do not need

I regret everything that I've said

And it made so much sense in my head

I'm the most hated girl in the world according to me

I am apparently according to me

I'm the most hated girl in the world according to me

I am apparently

And I hate that my innocence missed out

And I hate that the system holds me down

And I hate that I don't know how to feel

And I hate not knowing, not knowing

What's wrong

And I'm the most hated girl in the world according to me

I am apparently according to

I'm the most hated girl in the world according to me

I am apparently according to me

According to me

Apparently