Algophobic '22

When you leave, the emptiness is killing me

At this point I know that all of this, it wasn't meant to be

Why you tryna talk about pain like I don't know it?

I've feared it all my life, I'm algophobic

When you leave, the emptiness is killing me

At this point I know that all of this, it wasn't meant to be

Why you tryna talk about pain like I don't know it?

I've feared it all my life, I'm algophobic

Feared the pain, and then I had it, traumatic, panic attacks

And a massive, anxious and angry, action

I had to get rid of that

I just can't believe that I'm still spittin' that

This song about my pain I'm glad that I could just finish that

Really can never imagine me just re-living that

But these things I wish that I would forget in a flash

But I could never lie I just feel like I been a tad, little sad

Cause the last thing I want is to be driftin' back

2020, I'm feelin' off, like the flow, so lemme hit it back

See the coke, it's by my side, i'll have a sip of that

2021, man I been great, I know I been relaxed

Girl I hope that I can see you when I'm feelin' sad

The name of the song, yeah it's true, it's as real as that

I fear that I will lose you, I can't live with that

Got you inside my future, I will stick with that

Got my past tellin' me shit, I just won't listen back, cause

When you leave, the emptiness is killing me

At this point I know that all of this, it wasn't meant to be

Why you tryna talk about pain like I don't know it?

I've feared it all my life, I'm algophobic

When you leave, the emptiness is killing me

At this point I know that all of this, it wasn't meant to be

Why you tryna talk about pain like I don't know it?

I've feared it all my life, I'm algophobic

Know when you leave

You left a bunch of stuff for me to deal with

You've been the best, but only fuck up when you do

It seems that these events should have just taught me something

Still, I say I need the rest, but then unluckiness will fill me

Your only opportunity to mess up

Was when things weren't messed up

I offer you the reason that

I let you speak all this stuff

It's not for you to be a lesser version piece of shit

I make you stop, but usually

I let you have me think I'm in love

I want to lose my fingers, and still

I would reach for medals

At least I've been tough, completed my bucket list

I wrote up

Well I don't have one and kinda lack the satisfaction

I might have had a time that static was my apparatus

I'm hearing all the cries

I'm 'boutta show that I outgrow

Yet appear that all just right throughout

I'm stoic

I know that I'm here to call and holler out hello

Yeah I feared it all my life

I'm algophobic

When you leave, the emptiness is killing me

At this point I know that all of this, it wasn't meant to be

Why you tryna talk about pain like I don't know it?

I've feared it all my life, I'm algophobic

When you leave, the emptiness is killing me

At this point I know that all of this, it wasn't meant to be

Why you tryna talk about pain like I don't know it?

I've feared it all my life, I'm algophobic