Idle

Hit my journal like a shrink

The darker it get

The darker I think

Runnin from the drugs

Running from the drink

Tryna do it sober

Mental say its over

Need to call my mama

Stow away the trauma

Keep it all inside

Worried bout my ****

Worried if I one day might pull the trigger im down on my luck think I need me some time

Lil baby just hold me and make me feel fine

Look

Validation dependent im hooked and ain seein no endin in sight

Clingin to memories self esteem droppin im feelin it's bout to resign

Coin flip im a God ****

Ego hard enough to rob ****

Mental unstable im off kilter

Hook

Maybe I'm thinkin too much

I left my head in the gutter

So much for picking it up

Idle Idle

Please do not look at my cup

Dont be a stick in the mud sir

Dont give no figgitty fuck

Idle idle

Where you been at ****

Where the bottles at

Figure

We need mo liquor

Shit

Plastique told me go head switch the style up and if they hate then let em hate and watch the money pile

I put a rose in tequila bottle

She put a hole in my heart its hollow

Spillin out feelings like semi auto

Destructive behavior its full throttle

Starin at clouds I envy the freedom and then it start rainin I started relatin im

Crying can't keep it inside

Split second

Flip the switch

Now I feel confident got a grip I can't relax mind goin too fast pologize for the switch might crash need a minute gotta regroup for the *begins mumbling*