I drift off into the sunlight, aching for relief.

I fall into the sheets but I cannot fall asleep.

I drown out the silence, but I cannot find my home.

I claw at the sky but the heavens cannot hear me scream alone.

And it never fucking changes.

You fade into me, a familiar face but unrecognized.

You tear at the seams as the breath leaves my body.

Dig it as far as it will go, for this is now my home.

I’m lost again, with only one place left to go.

There’s no fucking hope.

I call out for you.

Call out for you to fucking save me.

As it takes it’s final form, and chokes me in.

The fate of my hatred and everlasting pain takes control and does me in like a knife to the throat.

Tearing at the seams.

Breathing into me.

You tear my existence at the motherfucking seams.

Fade into me, a familiar face but unrecognized.