Will You Ever Know Me

Will you ever How many years will it take to feel safe? How many years will it take to feel I'm home? I don't know How many years will it take to feel brave? How many years will it take to let you go? I don't know The part of me that's stuck here waiting I ache for you to find To tell me that you loved me all along Will you ever know me? Will you ever grow? Will you ever show me what it's like to feel home? Your child is lonely, your child is cold Will you ever hold me? Make me warm, make me whole How many times will I make this mistake And lead you from the dark Even though I know you won't go How many times will I fall on my face? How many times will I need to be alone? I don't know The part of me that's stuck here waiting I ache for you to find To tell me that you loved me all along Will you ever know me? Will you ever grow? Will you ever show me what it's like to feel home? Your child is lonely, your child is cold Will you ever hold me? Make me warm, make me whole Maybe I'm just meant to heal this Maybe I'm just meant to feel this Maybe you're not meant to see inside Maybe you're too hurt to heal And maybe you're too scared to feel And if I'm meant to do this on my own My own Will you ever know me? Will you ever grow? Will you ever show me what it's like to feel home? Your child is lonely, your child is cold Will you ever hold me? Make me warm, make me whole Make me whole