I've spent too long just biting my tongue when I wanna get it off my chest

But if the thrill is gone tell me you moved on then I'll burn the letters never sent

And we don't talk like we used to

Is it too late to tell you everything I want to say

I must have forgot what's right or what's wrong when you showed up back in early May

You still paint my thoughts with blood from my heart while I hide under my paper skin

But still I write these songs barely holding on while he's got you holding on to all of him

Is there more that you need or am I just not your speed

Tell me I'm not your muse

Convinced myself it was me in all the songs that you sing just so I don't feel used

So if there's anybody out there show me a sign you hear me when I scream

Cause when you're just as lost as I've been you'll search for any form of therapy

I haven't felt like myself lately

I miss the person that I used to be

Was I pretending to be something or am I more than what they think of me

If the thrill is gone tell me you moved on then I'll burn the letters never sent

But if you're chasing thoughts pretending you're not when you think of what we could've been

So if there's anybody out there show me a sign you hear me when I scream

Cause when you're just as lost as I've been you'll search for any form of therapy

I haven't felt like myself lately

I miss the person that I used to be

Was I pretending to be something or am I more than what they think of me