Happy

I wanna stay inside forever In that worn-out yellow sweater The warmth I used to feel is still there (still there...) Heavy sighs like clouds surround me Why do they feel so lonely? I can't pretend to care I'm trying to be happy I'm trying to find a way in this unrelenting world Where I promised that I would stay I'll figure it out, then you'll see I'm everything I ever claimed to be Smile through the dark, to the sky, laugh away Never thought I'd put my phone down Suffocating in a bubble, who's wearing the crown? Everyone's looking for the next big thing While I'm still so lost in a closing ring of faces (the faceless) The shameless (a sad mess) Constantly walking an endless road to the moon, to the stars And I hope to God you get far An eternity's too long to stay on the stage When will I turn the next page? Let me stay inside forever In that worn-out yellow sweater When will the colors fade? This pretty, pretty palette of dull shades What's the definition of a good friend? It's hard to tell in this mad race to the end Can I live so unafraid? I'm trying to be happy I'm trying to find a way in this unrelenting world Where I promised that I would stay I'll figure it out, then you'll see I'm everything I ever claimed to be Smile through the dark, to the sky, laugh away I'm trying to be happy (happy...)