Conceal it from the stares

I wish I could leave it there

It feels heavy and it hurts when I’m drowning in the air

Life’s a blessing and a curse so I’m downing my despair

I’ve been losing too much weight god I’m way beyond repair

I know I can process all the time

I’ve been killing my own drive

And it’s an illness I may like

There’s a million little stars that keep me up beyond the night but the distant brittle scars keep on dimming down their light

So I wanna fly through supernovas

And confine until I’m sober

But in the end I have no closure

So move with monsoons

You’re the master of your use

Feel the beat under the drum and feel the rhythm of your tune

You’re the heat from all the sun and you’re the snow under your moon

You’re the person that you need and you’re the person you abuse

Things just rotate with my cadence

Entertaining without aging

I keep caving with my cravings

She won’t stay cause I'm done with waiting

So I wanna fly through supernovas

And confine until I’m sober

But in the end I have no closure