I never know how to say what I really mean

I never know how to say what I really mean

What I really mean, I can never say

I never know how to say what I really mean

What I really mean, I can never say, I can never say

I can never say (I can never say)

It really never hit me until the point I had to lock down

Shadows casting dread

Side-step them to the point I trip myself

Stand up

Joints all up in my digits help me feel myself

Thoughts dance in my head

Even saying that's incorrect

I can't analyze my stupid riddle ass God complex

Yeah, I'm a schizo that's okay (schizo that's okay)

I wish I could see the light and I still do

(If you say so, don't say so, I say so) darling, I don't feel the same and I don't know why

Remember I can't forget

Still living on in my head

Remember I can't forget

Still living on in my head

We said we'd never lose our love

But was it ever really our love?

I really had to eat my ignorance

Don't run away from me

I never know how to say what I really mean

I never know how to say what I really mean

What I really mean, I can never say

What I really mean, I can never say

What I really mean, I can never say

What I really mean, I can never say

I can never say (I can never say)