Going Thru Some Thangs

Feeling Pain Yeah I need everybody attention Know what I'm saying Lotta people want to really understand me but to understand me You gotta really know me to know me you gotta love me You gotta love what I stand for You gotta love why I'm here and what I do while I'm here You heard me? I grew up in the gutter put that on my mother Daddy wasnt home yeah momma struggled Cant knock my story at the end I saw glory Trials and tribulations its wasnt right for me I learned the hard way and see I got wise Half of my life torchered by daddy lies The pain gave me strength the strength was a buzz I had to keep on pushing that's how I found love Sex was a drug it really slowed me down Should've read a book but no I'm hitting it from behind Tried to sell pounds laugh at the times Damn near got killed for tryna fuck around Getting jumped at an early age taught me how to live Momma getting on me saying stack your own Bill's 18 years old confused about life I didnt know what to do I tried to do right I know you going through some thangs I know that you feeling pain Lord knows that I gotta change in this life In this life I moved out joined the army welcome to the stripes They sent me to war my partner lost his life Tears every night dreams every night Everything wrong couldnt see nothing right I'm putting up a fight the land of the free Bout to give up stick to the creed That's the g code get ya mind right They shooting at yaboy every time I ride by Post traumatic stress disorder that's what I claim I'm busting at these bustaz Like I just had lost my brain Anger torched the flames politics to blame they played chess with me I understand the game I didnt do it for the medal I didnt do it for the fame I did it for my folks I did it for the change Rearrange the game imma take it to the top Keep it real in my city and watch my cd drop I know you going through some thangs I know that you feeling pain Lord knows that I gotta change in this life In this life Its year 04 uncle sam let me go The first thang I'm thinking dawg it's time to stack doe Jobs wasnt hiring it was kinda slow Got tired of waiting so I bought some elbows The closest thing to dro I copped it for the low I was in texas so you already know Cds for the low DVDs for the low Anything that you wanted I could get it that's fasho I didn't like to hustle with the game it came some bustaz I was kinda spook see my partners they got busted Alotta boys snitching and I was kinda itching I couldnt trust nobody they reduced my jigga sentence I'm headed back to Memphis back to the pimpn Texas too hot and that wasnt the business Enrouting to the miss out I'm back in north Memphis I'm glad to be at home instead of being a damn victim I know you going through some thangs I know that you feeling pain Lord knows that I gotta change in this life In this life