Drowning

I'm sorry I slept through the holidays I know what they mean to you But I just can't bear to take up space I know that you think I'm a waste I'm sorry I'm not who you want me to be I'm so sorry for disturbing your peace And I know that you wish I could be better well Me too And if there's one thing I can count on It's your disappointment If there's one thing you can count on it's me Me and my feelings these thoughts in my head As I'm fading away One two three I know you're looking out for me But I just wish you'd see What you're doing I see you watching and I hear you wishing So loud you can't hear all the things you've been missing (I'm what you're missing) And if there's one thing I can count on It's your disappointment If there's one thing you can count on it's me Me and my feelings these thoughts in my head As I'm fading away One two three I know what you want from me And I can say Hey I'm trying I'm in crisis and you're You're invited Come on, come on And if there's one thing I can count on It's your disappointment If there's one thing you can count on it's me Me and my feelings these thoughts in my head As I'm fading away