Money For a Maybe

Soon as it comes in I watch it go

Am I wasting time or not?

It's just so hard to know

I'm staying awake at night tryna to pull it close

And I'm giving it, giving it, giving it all, and got nothing to show

And I think

That's a lot of money for a maybe

I don't know what I'm doing but I do it everyday

Stuck here counting all my pennies

I don't know where I'm going but I'm going anyway

My kryptonite is the way I lie to myself about how I'm feeling

I wait in line just to fall behind

And I think that's a lot of money for a maybe

I'd rather break than not feel at all

I've come too far to slip and give into the fall

I'm pinning my wins up on the wall

But am I building this, building this, building this up too tall?

And I think

That's a lot of money for a maybe

I don't know what I'm doing but I do it everyday

Stuck here counting all my pennies

I don't know where I'm going but I'm going anyway

My kryptonite is the way I lie to myself about how I'm feeling

I wait in line just to fall behind

And I think that's a lot of money for a maybe

Tip toe, counting

Ripping, picking, wading

Biting, pulling

Tearing, pushing, fearing

Tip toe, counting

Ripping, picking, wading

Biting, pulling

Tearing, pushing, fearing

That's a lot of money for a maybe

I don't know what I'm doing but I do it everyday

Stuck here counting all my pennies

I don't know where I'm going but I'm going anyway

My kryptonite is the way I lie to myself about how I'm feeling

I wait in line just to fall behind

And I think that's a lot of money for a maybe

That's a lot of money for a maybe

But what else would I buy?