Near Misses and Defeats

I'm hiding from the sun, I'm bored

I'm swimming at the bottom of the swimming pool

I'm blowing bubbles till I can't no more

This kind of meditation don't silence thought

I felt alone, so I fell in love with

Anything that could make me feel alone

And I suppose that I'm jealous of it

You let it go when I keep hanging on

Where do you leave?

Near misses and defeats

Well, if it's not personal

Then it cannot be my fault

Where do you leave?

Near misses and defeats

Well, if it's not personal

Then it cannot be my fault

I wake up and it feels the same

I take your advice, but it feels the same

Fold into the recovery position

How do you recover from the repetition?

I felt alone, so I fell in love with

Anything that could make me feel alone

And I suppose that I'm jealous of it

You let it go when I keep hanging on

Where do you leave?

Near misses and defeats

Well, if it's not personal

Then it cannot be my fault

Where do you leave?

Near misses and defeats

Well, if it's not personal

Then it cannot be my fault

Where do you leave?

Near misses and defeats

Well, if it's not personal

Then it cannot be my fault

Where do you leave?

Near misses and defeats

Well, if it's not personal

Then it cannot be my fault

Where do you leave?

Near misses and defeats

Well, if it's not personal

Then it cannot be my fault