Personal Crisis

I think you left a message for me

I could never really make it out

Or do I tell myself that

Maybe I won't feel so bad

Not sure how to process the grief

On my own life I turned my back

I think everyone else did too

Staring at the sky looking for you

Wandering aimlessly

I can't find what satisfies me

It's all just so fucking boring

I'm sick of trying

Thing is getting annoying

I could really use a friend right now

But I could never really find them

I need someone to pull me down

From the ledge I put myself in front of

I could really some peace, but how?

'Cause I could never really find it

And I keep on being reminded

I'm left behind, this is my personal crisis

I'm left behind, this is my personal crisis

Tell me that I'm wrong

But you know I don't have control over my vices

Forgive me, I'm better than no one

But I don't wanna hear what your advice is

Don't think that I can handle it

I'm sorry you think I'm what's wrong with your life

But maybe you're right

I really think I'm over it

Already defeated, I'm not coming back to life

I could really use a friend right now

But I could never really find them

I need someone to pull me down

From the ledge I put myself in front of

I could really some peace, but how?

'Cause I could never really find it

And I keep on being reminded

I'm left behind, this is my personal crisis

So will you please just don't forget me? (Don't forget me)

And will you promise you don't regret me? (Don't regret me)

The feeling crashes and I'm feeling empty

Will you be the last to remember me, remember me?

I could really use a friend right now

But I could never really find them

I need someone to pull me down

From the ledge I put myself in front of

I could really some peace, but how?

'Cause I could never really find it

And I keep on being reminded

I'm left behind, this is my personal crisis