The Slump

I ain't tryna prove that I'm in a different class Only tryna move up I'm focused on my art Everyday I can improve so I'm focused on the task and When I meet love again... I ain't tryna prove that I'm in a different class Only tryna move up I'm focused on my art Everyday I can improve so I'm focused on the task and When I meet love again... I've been battling my rationale Mind has some back-up files Please spare a second as you Witness me tap around My mind's been a battle ground Peace I've gotta grab it out Least let me have that now, So beasts we can hash it out Barely saying yes, my tunnel vision's saying "no" Overlookin' all my highs too much attention to my lows If I know someone that's hurt then I feel I've gotta go When I ain't fixed my own so what's the point we latch to hope Now we've got a bunch of issues, but it ain't no Vogue Trust the ones you love and love the ones you trust, That's the Code I've been breaking my own rules, question if I devolved So exposed, sorry if my actions don't match my tone Sticks and stones can't break my soul Words still alert me To the worse me, and the fact my biggest opp is verse me Firstly, to myself, prove that I am worthy So I won't be a mess when I invest and they desert me Don't deserve me, never earned me while I say it to myself Hope you say it to yourself, you've got purpose on this Earth Lord have mercy I've got questions, feel that I've been searchin But it's in the wrong places I realise I must search me Search me, search me Realise I must search me, search me Realise I must search me, search me Realise I must search me, search me Search me search me Search me search me I ain't tryna prove that I'm in a different class Only tryna move up I'm focused on my art Everyday I can improve so I'm focused on the task and When I meet love again I'll use my whole heart I've been building on my fortitude Just like I ought to do Tryna hold myself down so much That I could walk the moon Pause the tune I know this may come across as a talkin to Important for me to clear out my mind So let me walk you through Planted seeds but there needs to be some horticulture Can't concede my wealth esteem or that progress is shortly over If you've got a mind you're GBHing or your peace is tainted Or inebriated, hope you heard this when I caught it sober If you see me wayward and you wanna ask what's up? I'll broadcast this message with the hopes that your aunts share We can't stay hooked on sadness or being lost cuz When I'm blue I still stand tall like I'm Marge hair Pray my rise lasts not goes fast like shoulder shrugging I've been prayin' on my own to soar, like a lonely buzzard I've been going round, tryna feel full like I'm Homer's stomach Can't lose it doing music cause in my soul I love it Therapeutic, everytime I write I'm so encouraged Created my own pressure thank God my bones ain't stunted Every penny for my thoughts are cold, like I froze the budget No pose or stunting I just had to really show you suttin That's real... Suttin that's real Now you see how I feel When you're in the Slump Go through it once Then it really has to get trumped Real Now you know the deal When you're in that Slump Go through it once Then it really has to get trumped