Doomsday

I play dead so that the monsters in my head Think that they've done their best and they can take a rest I think that I just might have played this part too well I'm not feeling myself, and I'm wondering where I fell Off the wagon, I'm dragging mud and used to love up to my attic There's static where I used to be ecstatic You can call, you can call me dramatic But I got this nasty habit I'm living everyday like it's doomsday Even if it's just another Tuesday The internet is telling me that it's depression Yeah it's my obsession, never learn my lesson 'Cause I'm living everyday like it's doomsday Like it's doomsday I'm an egomaniac on the self attack, whatcha looking at? It's like you never seen anyone having a quarter life crisis I might be biased, in the scale of self destructive tendencies I think I score the highest Why is everything good in my life overshadowed by a sinking feeling That everything is gonna go to shit? And it's the best it's gonna get I just want to be the kid who thought that The world was filled with possibilities And not so many responsibilities And my world is falling into entropy Could someone please just give me the keys? Where I can see the world through a different screen 'Cause the one I got's not the one I need And you could call it a modern tragedy I'm living everyday like it's doomsday Even if it's just another Tuesday The internet is telling me that it's depression Yeah it's my obsession, never learn my lesson 'Cause I'm living everyday like it's doomsday Like it's doomsday I play dead so that the monsters in my head Think that they've done their best and they can take a rest I think that I just might have played this part too well I'm not feeling myself, and I'm wondering where I fell Off the wagon, I'm dragging mud and used to love up to my attic There's static where I used to be ecstatic You can call, you can call me dramatic But I got this nasty habit I'm living everyday like it's doomsday Even if it's just another Tuesday The internet is telling me that it's depression Yeah, it's my obsession, never learn my lesson 'Cause I'm living everyday like it's doomsday Like it's doomsday (Doomsday, doomsday, doomsday) (Doomsday, doomsday, doomsday) (Doomsday, doomsday)