Broke

I take a moment to step back and finally breath, I never thought that you could really do this to me. I always thought that you and I were stronger, We lasted all this time but I guess you can't stay any longer. You left me, it's deadly to think it's me who needed you. Like ice to skin, cold shoulder burns. The shocking thing is I prefer the hurt You loved me fiercely, held me close. You kept me sane but now I'm broke. Now I'm broke. It's hard just to admit that I lay in bed awake, Thinking of all the choices that I wish I didn't make. Somehow you made me want nothing else but you. You should know that wasn't fair to me, I never asked for you. You left me, it's deadly to think it's me who needed you. Like ice to skin, cold shoulder burns. The shocking thing is I prefer the hurt You loved me fiercely, held me close. You kept me sane but now I'm broke. Now I'm broke. It makes fucking sick to think that I could be being lied to, I know you didn't even really try to. I think that I'm a fool to sit and take it But that doesn't mean you didn't fake it. Like ice to skin, cold shoulder burns. The shocking thing is I prefer the hurt You loved me fiercely, held me close. You kept me sane but now I'm broke. Now I'm broke.