Habit

I've got a habit Of pulling apart these pieces Til they don't make sense Tangled up I'm lost with no direction Can't tell where it starts and where it ends As hard as I try To rearrange the moments in my mind It hurts every time Hurts every time You told me to jump So I jumped I didn't look where I landed I put it down to bad habit If you'd told me to run Then I'd run I'm trying to shake out the pattern I put it down to bad habit All of my doubts May or may not matter But I still carry around Picture perfect shattered in a moment When I hit the ground As hard as I try Something pulls it back into the light So I close my eyes I close my eyes You told me to jump So I jumped I didn't look where I landed I put it down to bad habit If you'd told me to run Then I'd run I'm trying to shake out the pattern I put it down to bad habit I can't take it I can't take it anymore I can't shake this Still rattling my bones I can't take it I can't take it anymore You told me to jump So I jumped I didn't look where I landed I put it down to bad habit If you'd told me to run Then I'd run I'm trying to shake out the pattern I put it down to bad habit As hard as I try Something pulls it back into the light