The Urge

Can you hear it?

The noise in my head

at last is coming out

Can anyone

please, help me with this?

I'm trying to turn it down

So there must be something

in every cell of mine

That poisons all my thoughts

And ruins everything I try

I wonder how you can?

where do you get the urge?

To try again knowing

that every day's the same old crap?

Can hear it?

The voice in my head

at last is speaking out

Is there no one

who brings me some help?

Help me to shut it up

Still haven’t found the place

In where I’d feel alive

Nowhere I wanna stay

no better place that in your arms

Too late to be afraid

so far to just come back

it'd never been so clear

This' the right time to start a fire

Can you feel it?

running through my veins?

At last it's bleeding out

Ain't someone?

to save me from this?

It seems not

Who to blame ... for what I am

For what I do, .. for what I don't

All's my fault,... and I'm afraid that

I can only blame myself ...

and no one else

... nobody else

... Put the blame on me

... and nobody else

Can feel it?

The pain in my chest

stills bitting hard

Ain't someone

to save me from me?

....It seems not