I was never whole but it was never mine to have

I'm losing everyone around me don't remind me

You want to move to California but you met someone who loves you

The fleeting lines of highway drives like joy escape me

I got a new tattoo, it's sunflowers left unfinished

Kind of like the words that I could never tell you

I was never whole, but it was never mine to have

Been picking up the pieces from the world around me

Another friend ODs, yeah tried it once somehow it escaped you

I felt the waves of aftershock like god around me

So pretend all your scars are buried in the dust in Oklahoma

Go rush now

Tell me "pretend all my scars are buried in the dust to find out who you are, did it ever feel enough?"

I was never whole

I've only lost for what I have

You've been losing everything around you, come and find me

You got a new tattoo

Your common sense is what surrounds you

But finding out the flaws in me is so familiar

So pretend all your scars are buried in the dust in Oklahoma

Go rush now

Tell me "pretend all your scars are buried in the dust to find out who you are, did it ever feel enough?"

So tell me "pretend all our scars are buried in the dust to find out who we are, will it ever be enough?"

You want to move to California but you met someone who loves you